If we knew when we were in danger, and
fatigue, that's the, that's the
saving grace is fatigue. You can be so
damn tired that the prospect of eternal
sleep isn't that bad.That's not
bravado, it's just, it's just
exhaustion is the word, that's
the word you can exhaust everything.
And the one night when I thought, "This
was it." I thought this was going to be
the end of it, you know, there was no way you
couldn't surrender in the black dark,
and they would be coming in through that
throw a grenade in or they'll just spray
with a Schmeisser" and, but once you
accept it, it's odd there's no
longer any sense of panic or anything.