Level of Stress

I wouldn’t say that it’s a bomb exploding or being shot at, for myself anyway. It’s not that, because we were shelled the first day we arrived in Cirat and everybody just kind of took that as, this is what happens. Getting shot at, this is what happens. When it’s, when there’s a situation where you have to make choices, or you have to see stuff that’s out of the ordinary and you can’t help or you can’t do anything. It’s that, I think it’s that reaction or non-reaction that you think about afterwards, which may cause stress and that’s, that’s just my opinion. It’s just, you know, should I have done something, shouldn’t I have done something, you know. Did I do the right thing and if you’re worried about that I think that, those are things that may stress you out more. So that for me I think is more stressful than being shelled or anything else, because you know how to react. Jump in the foxhole, jump in the trench, that’s it, right? But, you know, it’s more of the reaction or non-reaction and you having to think about it afterwards.